Being consciences of Family/Friends/Confidantes: What to look out for:

Today I lost a Family member, Friend and most highest confidant. Am I upset? Yes, devastated; but, OK. The worst thing about it is that he is still alive and did not pass away…It’s much easier when they die because you know they will never come back but as I know and everyone in my family, he is no Jesus.

The worst part about it is that this gentleman likes to hold grudges. No give or take, paranoid and thinking I want something other than just companionship with this individual who is family. He even had to courage to muster up the strength to give me the finger and when I looked at him like seriously, he gave it to me a second time in front of my kids….devastated.

I hope you got out all that machismo because the guy I got to know was really sweet, smart and frankly a big teddy bear; sorry, id kick your ass in a physical fight…but i’m not calling you on…I’m done with individuals who only look to the mighty dollar. We could have been an example of how to bring families together than to run us apart. Like we do not have enough people trying to pull us away from each other than what just transpired.

I will try to be civil but if I see you again please have a heart and stop the man act because all who know you know your insecure and paranoid a trait that is inherent in most of our families males.

Anyhoo, until next time.